Spiritual State
I didn't grow up believing in anything, particularly - not say that I was an atheist, that came much, much later. But I remember being connected to a larger sense of... truth, I suppose you'd call it that. It was wild, being a six-year old; you have virtually no idea what's going on around you but adults doing a whole bunch of stuff you don't understand while you just play with your toys and look for things to complain about. Grown ups would ask me questions surrounding the theme of the vision that I had for my future, and I didn't have answers. I don't ever remember thinking beyond the present moment, and even today, questions about my future are right around the corner from testing my patience because ''worrying about the future messes up the present''. That's what I used to say when I was a kid. I've tried to abide by that same spirit but it's much harder now because I picked up lessons in anxiety and graduated before my time...