Particularly Pensive
I think a lot, I'm sure that I've definitely let that cat out of the bag. Once, when I was even younger, I made it a point to just be; like, just... y'know? It's terribly easy to concentrate on the moment when you haven't had any mind-bending, heart-fracturing tragedies to burst the bubble of your childhood innocence. That's an interesting concept; childhood innocence. I thought I lost it a really long time ago, then I discovered some(one)thing that sort of plastered over that massive crevice in my psyche, and I thought I was okay. At least that's what my therapist thinks. Cards on the table, I've had my reservations about therapy since I had three chins but there's something about experiencing your greatest fear all over again that just kinda... you know... plunGES YOU INTO YOUR GREATEST FEAR. I'm really cerebral, supes intellectual and just generally a very brain-led mammal, so this thing of achieving self-awareness through cognitive b...